Ran into one of my old Loves . . . and he was still looking might fine. I had been thinking about him lately and as we talked I learned that he too, had been thinking about me . . . and was now looking my way with the eyes of renewed love. As the energies flowed between us I remember the good times and how much fun we used to have . . . and I also saw how much he missed me . . . but an awareness flowed through me as we talked . . . he was really missing my energy. He was really missing how he felt when we were together and how well I took care of him. Our old pattern was being reactivated . . . I used to heal him . . . I would allow myself to be open and corded . . . and allow him to drink from the well of my divine flow . . . and when he got his fill he would leave.

It hadn’t started out that way . . . in the beginning there was love and magic and I received as much as I gave . . . but slowly the old pattern I first recognized when I was with my former husband evolved. He too was a creative, magical wounded soul that I poured my energy into . . . we grew up together and after 18 years he moved on . . . I thought I had released this pattern . . . but here it is again. I give thanks now that it is being released from a deeper level . . . I can see it so clearly. I am Queen of my Queendom now. I no longer need to heal and take care of you in order to receive your love. I can truly let that pattern go.

What patterns are you willing to release now?